Bless her
Today we had a XC lesson with Jacel. And it wasn't great. I got in my head and was riding backwards and then jumping up her neck. I fell off over the tiny little roll top.. like the first jump I jumped. Doh! She added and I didn't and went up her neck. She slammed on the breaks and went sideways and spun me and then I swear I felt like I helicoptered two full circles around her head before I got slung off. I landed on my butt/feet/back so no big deal. Other than jamming my thumb on the way down. She stuck around, horrified! We got back on and came again and I waited and didn't creep up her neck and she jumped it fine. We jumped a few more and I got a little better about waiting but she was doing that "process" hesitation again, which.. bothers me. It doesn't feel smooth and it doesn't feel confident. I couldn't get out of my head and kept riding backwards. We moved over to the ditches and Jacel had me jump the lincoln log stack down hill and as soon...