Accepted..... and acceptance
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So... we got accepted to RRP. But.... we may not go. had a meltdown after the trailering training didn't go well. talked to cindy... cindy asked if I liked her. did i like that ride. which sent me down a spiraling wormhole... do I sell her? maybe she wants to be a hunter instead of a brave event horse or trail horse. maybe it's me. is she ever going to be the type of horse I enjoy - brave, confident, trailers to all the fun places, does all the fun things... or is she really a horse that needs her consistency and no changes? but then i got so upset thinking about selling her... and the herd... they get along, they're so easy together. everyone is happy. if I bring another one home and fleck gets a leg broken instead of a jaw?? maybe she can just live her and be my "at home" only horse for when i'm bored/have extra time... but is that fair to either of us? Will she get better? Does she just need more time? more training? bodywork? is she even really sound? So